Sunday, December 2, 2007
My first crush
Back when I was in elementary school, I became attracted to this girl in class. We meet because we stayed down the street from each other. Little did we know we would be in all the same classes. That just made matter's worst. How was I suppose to do my work in school when all I could think about is this girl. Me and this girl knew each other from a previous school but she had no idea that I had a crush on her. Back then it was more like puppy love. There is still a lot of puppy love going around today. Anyway, when we were in kindergarden I ended up having to protect her from just about everybody. People use to tease her all the time because she would neva say anything. She use to cry on my shoulder and everything. Yeah, how sweet. There was nothing that I wouldn't do for her and she knew that. Even today she still knows that. She is always thanking me for what I did for her when we were growing up. Sad thing is that she had moved away for almost ten years and come back. I knew who she was the moment I say her. She just ran to me with open arms and didn't want to let go. I was so happy to have her back in my life and I thought they we would pick up from where we left off but I was wrong. She came back a rapper. There is nothing wrong with being a rapper, she just didn't have time for me anymore. She was the best rapper back home and everyone knew it. She recorded one song and gave up on rapping. She was offer a 50,000 sign on bonus to sign with No Limit Records but she refused the offer. Master P. called her himself and she turned it down. I was so shocked at the fact. Needless to say, we went our seperate ways but we keep in touch by email from time to time.
Kids
What a joy to have. I am a sucker for kids. I always have been and always will be. Since I was about ten years old, I knew that I wanted to work with kids in some fashion. For some odd reason kids just flock to me like a moth to a flame. It is crazy. My family and friends see that and wonder why I don't have a job where I get to work with kids all the time. I just figure that it's by sure accident that these things occur. There isn't anyone's kids that I would rather be with on a daily basis except for my own.
I love my kids with all of my heart and then some. I have three kids and one on the way that is due the beginning of next year. It doesn't matter to me if it's a girl or a boy. I just want a healthy kid. My oldest is seven years old and his name is Javonte. He lives with his mother but he hates her. He was my first son but his mothers' second son. I'm trying to get custody of him because he isn't being treated fairly by his mom. I think that she has lost a few screws since her father past.
My second child is my daughter K'mya is three years old but going on thirteen. She stole my heart when I first held her in my arms. I named her and she is like me in every aspect. If I cry, she will cry. When I go some where, she has to go. Since the day that she was born, she was always by my side until the end of last year when her mom stopped letting me see her because I was getting married.
And last but not least my son Malachi. He is also three years of age and he's my wife's son. I am his dad and he knows that. He knew that I would be his dad before we did. Malachi takes every thing from his mother and I do mean every thing. The first time that he meet my daughter he knew that she was going to be his sister. He told his cousin to leave his sister alone and that surprised me. From then on he always wants to know where his sister is and I don't know what to tell him.
I love my kids with all of my heart and then some. I have three kids and one on the way that is due the beginning of next year. It doesn't matter to me if it's a girl or a boy. I just want a healthy kid. My oldest is seven years old and his name is Javonte. He lives with his mother but he hates her. He was my first son but his mothers' second son. I'm trying to get custody of him because he isn't being treated fairly by his mom. I think that she has lost a few screws since her father past.
My second child is my daughter K'mya is three years old but going on thirteen. She stole my heart when I first held her in my arms. I named her and she is like me in every aspect. If I cry, she will cry. When I go some where, she has to go. Since the day that she was born, she was always by my side until the end of last year when her mom stopped letting me see her because I was getting married.
And last but not least my son Malachi. He is also three years of age and he's my wife's son. I am his dad and he knows that. He knew that I would be his dad before we did. Malachi takes every thing from his mother and I do mean every thing. The first time that he meet my daughter he knew that she was going to be his sister. He told his cousin to leave his sister alone and that surprised me. From then on he always wants to know where his sister is and I don't know what to tell him.
Don't fear marriage
I know that most people hear other's trying to talk someone out of getting married. Let me tell you from personal experience, don't listen. If the person that you are with is everything that you are looking for and more then why not. True things slow down when you get married but more things pick up and there isn't much time to worry about the small stuff.
I always knew that I would get married but I had no idea of whom that might be. I think that no one really knows who they are going to marry until they raise and fall. When you fall that's when your eyes open up therefore you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Grass may not be green'er on the other side off the fence but there is always light at the end of the tunnel. That's something you can chose to believe in or not.
Being married is special. Some people tend to use marriage as a crutch instead of what it is. In today's world, a person is lucky to find a man/woman that want's to spend the rest of their lives with the person they love. I was fortunate enough to have my blessing come back to me after two years of seperation. Also there is no I in marriage but a we/us. The sooner most idiots realize that simple fact, the divorce rate in my eyes would drop off. People are getting married for all the wrong reasons instead of the right ones. So choose wisely because your future depends on it.
I always knew that I would get married but I had no idea of whom that might be. I think that no one really knows who they are going to marry until they raise and fall. When you fall that's when your eyes open up therefore you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Grass may not be green'er on the other side off the fence but there is always light at the end of the tunnel. That's something you can chose to believe in or not.
Being married is special. Some people tend to use marriage as a crutch instead of what it is. In today's world, a person is lucky to find a man/woman that want's to spend the rest of their lives with the person they love. I was fortunate enough to have my blessing come back to me after two years of seperation. Also there is no I in marriage but a we/us. The sooner most idiots realize that simple fact, the divorce rate in my eyes would drop off. People are getting married for all the wrong reasons instead of the right ones. So choose wisely because your future depends on it.
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